Friday, July 22, 2011

Bad Dream

* sometimes my phone lets me use capital letters and sometimes it doesn't. i don't know what's going on. *

i had a dream last night that elise was kidnapped by some person who was (in the dream) an acquaintance of mine. it was actually a couple who kidnapped her, and the woman kept elise in hiding while the man went about his day, trying to look like nothing suspicious was going on. i kept approaching the man, begging him in every way i could think of to give elise back.

i remember saying things like, "please, she's still breastfeeding. she needs me. i need her." and, "i'll get you any amount of money you want, just please bring her back." and, in a desperate moment, "i'll fuck you. i'll let you get me pregnant. you can have your own baby and give mine back." sometimes the man would cry, seeing how upset i was, but he would never agree to give her back to me.

it was an extremely stressful dream. terrible. i woke up in a panic. ugh.

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